March 17, 2012
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some times I just want to...
It's strange, in a way, to be where I am right now.
I know that ten years ago I expected to be dead by now. I planned it that way. But plans don't always go the way you want them to.
In a couple of weeks it will be ten years since I did something I never thought I'd have the nerve or strength to do. I expected it to fail, that I would go through with all those plans I had been making, that a month, maybe two, and I'd be gone, good riddance, no more pain, no more fear.
What strikes me is how little it took to change my life, just one voice, just one , that's it, that's all it took to turn me from a path I'd been working on for years.
Don't get me wrong here, yes, my life changed, but that doesn't mean it's been all flowers and light either.
Just one voice.
Even after all that came with it in the end, I am a better man today because of that voice.
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what did you hear..and what did you do...that failed....we are here..I dont expect to live out this year..but then..who knows..((wings))
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