February 9, 2013

  • Not Real, Not True

    "Why are you here?"

    "I told you, I thought about you, you know, because..."

    "But why now? After all this time?"

    "I told you."

    "Look, I don't understand,  I can't see what you want here, it doesn't make any sense."

    "I told you, I just thou..."

    "I know what you said, I heard it. But it's not the truth, or at least not all of it."

    "But..."

    "There's no half way, you know, not unless all you want is to hurt me."

    "That's not what I want."

    "Then what do you want, eh?"

    "I..."

    "Let me know, it's not like I'm afraid of the pain anymore."

    "What?"

    "Come on, you know  how it is, you can get used to anything in time, even lies and pain."

    "But I've..."

    "Don't say it. You know better."

    "But..."

    "I'll be waiting."