September 16, 2013
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I don’t trust you…
it’s a fact, I don’t trust you. Anyone to be frank. The days when I hoped and believed there was at least one person in this world I could trust are gone. Every time I’ve taken a chance it’s ended pretty much the same.
I’m not even sure there’s a way someone could prove they deserve my trust.
Not any more.
I can’t come even close to guessing how many times I’ve been wracked by tears I can no longer control, it’s hard sometimes, it’s so easy to give in and just endure. lol… they say that tears can cleanse a soul, but it’s never worked that way, not for me.
So I’ll live in this fantasy I’ve created, one where I no longer have to believe,and I’ll cry when what I see reminds me of what I’ll never have, and forget all the times I was betrayed or just gave up.
It’s what I choose, it’s not the truth, just my perspective.
But, it’s as close as I’ll ever get…
